We’ve all heard the cliché to take the road less traveled. It’s easier said than done. Allow me to be completely honest.
My relationship with Christ was mediocre. I knew he was there, but I didn’t know just how much he was there. I have found myself now single because Christ intervened, and my eyes were opened to what I was getting myself into. Where was I headed? I don’t even want to know. I am now moving forward pressing into Jesus more than I ever have before.
Even though I didn’t want to listen to those who were giving me advice about things I have noticed, I am glad I did. I had to think about my future and my future children. I don’t want my kids to have the life I had as a child. I want them to be fully aware that they are constantly loved and are the most important things going on in my life.
My heart longs for a man who loves Jesus more than he will ever love me. I crave someone who will worship with me, pray with me and lead me in the right direction. I want so bad for my husband to be so wrapped in Jesus that it shows when people look at us. Jesus is my centerpiece, and he will be the center in the marriage that I enter into.
I’ve learned and am continuing to learn to give God complete control of my life daily. With the little things at work to the major things in life, God is in control of every situation. But, I am still human and forget that I am not able to control anything. I started a prayer journal because what greater friend to have than Jesus? He is my best friend right now. Though this circumstance is painful and I wish it didn’t have to end the way it did, I know Christ will work on both of us. If it is meant to be, God will allow it to be so.